I Love My New Life

August 2016

Recovery Story

"My enforced sobriety in prison amongst other attempts to quit and remain dry would last for some time, but I would ultimately succumb to the peer pressure of friends whom I found difficult to resist amidst the appeal of the familiar haunts of coffee shops and void decks."

 

This month marks an incredible milestone for me. This is the month that I will celebrate two years of sobriety and freedom from using drugs.

Two years ago, I was released from prison. This was not my first release from prison. I had served two long sentences and had undergone five terms in drug rehabilitation centres. Drinking alcohol and using tablets had set me on the path toward hard drugs.

I struggled to break the vicious cycle of using drugs, but despite my strong resolve and willpower, I could not overcome my addiction and would relapse. My enforced sobriety in prison amongst other attempts to quit and remain dry would last for some time, but I would ultimately succumb to the peer pressure of friends whom I found difficult to resist amidst the appeal of the familiar haunts of coffee shops and void decks.

The frequency of returning to prison took its toll on my relationship with my family, and I became increasingly isolated from them.

I was introduced to WE CARE by a concerned friend and when I came to visit, in August 2014, I immediately felt a sense of relief, a feeling of belonging in the warm, welcoming and friendly environment. I work with the counsellors and the recovery staff here at WE CARE, to help me deal with relapse risk factors. I participate in the many recreational activities available here. I also have the opportunity to pick up new skills by attending computer and English classes.

This year's Hari Raya festivities hold a special meaning in my journey of recovery. I was able to reconcile old misunderstandings and repair the relationship with my stepfather with whom I was previously estranged.

Over the past two years, I have made many friends amongst the fellow recovering persons as well as with the recovery-staff at WE CARE. We draw strength from each other, and support and inspire each other on our journey.

I often think to myself: If they can do it, so can I. Going by what I have experienced over the last two years, I am very hopeful and optimistic for what lies ahead.”